I’m lost in the middle of this mess, dragging me back down into oblivion.
In my heart I can feel this pain, eating through my chest, and it's killing me.
These rotting bones under my skin can’t hold me up much longer.
But I’m holding onto everything in hope that I’ll recover.
Looking back I find it’s not my fault, all things come to an end.
In the time I’ve spent lost inside this world, there’s things I cannot amend.
My mind is collapsing in on me, and I am so cold, every night is darker.
If God is there, if he hears me, is he even listening?
Does he even care?
Pushing on I am so disheartened, life is cruel sometimes.
I’ve been pushing and pushed to my wits end, I’m wasting life.
Finding myself, finding my path has not been easy.
I need help, I need ambition to start again.
Don’t follow me, I can’t help you no more. I’ve lost all direction.
So help me to relate to you like I did before.
I can’t go on, I am too disconnected.
The problems I thought I solved were never corrected.
I can’t go on, I am too disconnected.
I’m lost in the middle of this mess, dragging me back down into oblivion.
In my heart I can feel this pain, eating through my chest, it's killing me.
A new compilation series featuring cat-loving metal bands from every state donating their tracks for local animal welfare organizations. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 12, 2018